lost innocence

Posted on March 29, 2010


Innocence is like polished armor; it adorns and defends.
To see a world in a grain of sand, And a heaven in a wild flower: Hold infinity in the palm of your hand, And eternity in an hour. that’s innocence…………,
In life,people can be such utterly double faced backstabbers.lyf screws u the moment u think u have it all figured out.y cnt ppl ever mind dere own business still perplexes d shit outta me.then I look around n c how monotonous,lyf suckin n soul drenching lyf cn b out here in kiit n I get my answer…thts exactly y ppl hve so much tym 2 kill coz of d lack of any constructive ways to channelize all dat brimming energy.we go on pretending 2 live our normal,ordinary lives,idiotically grinning at everyone tht passes by..too afraid 2 admit it tht v bloody hate d ground dey walk on.”survival strategy” we call it..only we die every second,every millimeter of our soul bleeds..every inch of our being yearns to b our carefree,undiplomatic,old selves again!but ALAS..if only lyf was dat kind..well,its not,so get over it!so how long do v endure this existential dilemma..misplaced identity..a quench 4 lost individuality,huh?i just dnt feel lyk m in my own skin anymore,playing smart,calculating moves,betraying,getting betrayed.y does lyf hve 2 b so complicated?y do humans love complexities in lyf   so much?y all dese sick,twisted,vicious mind games .whr does it get us?dnt u feel worthless sumtimes?giggling around wid a bunch of loserish ppl who’ll sell u out d moment ur back is turned?y do v gve a damn bout playin it sweet 2 dem?y does rationality rule over pure instinctive dislike?lyf robs us of many thns as v grow up…it robs us of r innocence too……………….!

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